Wednesday, September 03, 2008
let go, forget.it all seems so easy.but is it?is it gonna be that easy?apparently no.its not that easy to forget things,forget a person,forget everything.is it?sometimes i dont even know why i commit myself into things,which i cant fulfil.maybe i thought too much of myself.yes, perhaps.i think i should just let go.and forget all these stuff that has happened.and so the promises between us will vanish,the happy moments will vanish,and all the memories i had with you,i'll just wash them away,far far away from my mind.the memories will no longer linger there.because i will make them all disappear.and so, i will be able to forget you more easily,and lead a better life from now on.i believe i will be able to do so,but when will i be able to fully forget all these?perhaps it'll take minutes.perhaps it'll take days.perhaps it'll take months.or years.i dont know.can anyone tell me,when can i ever get these stuff all of my mind,and forget all about you?since you dont treasure our friendship,its the end of all these.we should end our friendship,if it brings that much pain to you.since you say things will get better for you,then it will.since it was me that caused all these things,so be it.since it was me who inflicted so much hurt onto you,im out of your life now.i know i deserved all these.but did you know how painful when i chose to make this decision,to not be friends with you anymore?i was pretty reluctant to.but since you will feel less hurt.even if it means i will be hurt badly.goodbye.-----Pearl---
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