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i dont know why all these things happen. no amt of making up will cover up my guilt, and the hurt u have inflicted onto me. i dont know why u always do those hurtful things in the name of "im in a bad mood". what can i do if ur in a bad mood? be in bad mood together with you too? i cant do that can i? dont think too highly of me. im nt perfect, neither am i flawless. i never meant to hurt u this way, but meaning u meant to hurt me this way? if i was wrong, i could just have told me so, and not spam vulgarities at me and say so many hurtful things. it was just a simple thing i said, and i got back a reply with lots of vulgarities and things saying like asking me nt to look for u forever. if this is what u want. i grant it to u. i give up on u. neither will i bother u or look u up anymore. blame it on me if u want. im numb coz of many times which u have hurt me. and i cant do anything. i dont wanna hurt u back, and what i get is hurtful things frm u. hurtful words. hurtful things. all the hurt u have received in ur lifetime and inflicting it onto me. i know somtimes i do hurt u. but i apologise, and try to make up with whatever i can. when im hurt, what do i get? more "leave me alone"s and "fuck off"s. this is what i get frm u. i dont use vulgarities even im like mad at u. i dont wanna hurt u and so i control myself frm saying words that can hurt. and yet, im in this situation now. standing there with wounds all over me, all caused by u. and u say u are a fool standing there being hurt by me. i know i hurt u. but u promised me nt to hurt me. and u broke ur promise. im okay to let u hurt me. but at least u dont need to spam vulgar at me right? well i may be wrong abt u. u may say i dont understand u. but do u actually see my effort? trying to understanding u and ur situation. when u dont have a appetite i give u some of my food and trying to make u eat some things. when u are bored i cheer u up. when u feel sad i try my best to console u. i try to understand how u feel. and in the end, hurt, hurt and more hurt coming my way. oh and u asked me to leave u alone forever and we lead our own seperate lives right? and i shall do that. since u want it this way. i've learnt. the way out. nt to be hurt by u time over time. and not just standing there waiting to be hurt. since u've decided. i shall too.

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