Wednesday, April 23, 2008
what did u so tt made u do lan so often and pangsei me? why must u do tt. and u were sick somemore. u wanted to go lan today. when u were supposed to be resting at home. u din even wanna tell me u were coming back to sch. nt even making an effort to tell me u were. and nt replying my sms makes it worst. why do u have to do tt everytime? i dont understand.. u arent even making an effort to look for me, even when u asked tim and he din know where we were. u could have called if i din reply ur sms. why must u do tt to me? why must i be hurt over and over again? i know u make sacrifices for me. but dont i too? not only u. i do too. but u hurt me more than i did. thats for sure. u promised at the beginning of the year. u would stop going lan. but did u? no u never did. and im pissed at tt. u going with sm everytime. giving excuses like u were going to bring her and tim together. it was none of ur business. saying 'ifs' wont help. saying "if i din do tt" wont reverse the fact tt u have hurt me. escaping frm problems and all. saying u dun wanna talk and saying i love you. if u are going to ignore me like this then i am too. i dont know why u just simply escape frm problems everytime. u attempt to solve it,but eventually choose the easy way out-escape. escaping doesn't make the problem smaller. it just haunts u everytime u have to face it again. so why nt solve it? i just want u to make a choice. would u choose her or me? if u choose her over me, lets end this once and for all. i'll give u time to decide. think it over. if u choose her, there's nothing more to say. bye. sorry for emo post. but i am really emo today.
6:34 PM