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sorry for the overdose of jealousity and vulgarism(??) in the last post. i know some pple are offended and i therefore sincerely apologise to those that feel insulted after reading and those i've insulted in that post. sorry peeps. but at that moment of time, i was really damn agitated and couldnt hold back my emotions. i really needed to release those strong emotions i had felt when i saw those things during the bazaar, and what i felt. in fact, i was rly hurt and very sad and i couldnt believe what i had saw at that point of time. i know it was pointless to talk to him yesterday, cos he would have approached me if he wanted to talk to me. if he was bent on ignoring me, he would have done so. even if i went up to him he would have still ignored me. now u know why i ignored u for nearly half the day. try to understand my feelings when i saw u and xx and how hurt i felt huh. if i was the one in ur shoes, u would have felt the same as me right? at least i wouldnt pangsei u for another guy and just leave u there, even when i saw u, nt even bothering to ask u if u wanted to come along. i was rly pissed. so i decided that no one would talk to me for the rest of the day and so i decided to go to class alone to emo. cos even if i was sitting there, u may think im very happy with my frens, and xx being so lonely and u having to accompany her as she was 'bored and lonely', in ur opinion. so in ur mind, u think tt im very happy with my frens, and smiling and looking cheerful. actually deep down, my heart is sinking and shattering into a black hole, and i can never recover all the pieces in my heart. even if i find all the pieces, my heart will just be glued together shakily, and be easily broken. to be serious, i had the impulse to just take a knife and stab myself, to end all my pain and misery. but i thought it over and i knew this couldnt be the way out. i had to live on, if i wanted you, and be together forever. so i decided. no matter how many pieces my heart had been shattered into, i just tell myself "its okay" and just continue living, even if im faking a smile behind my bleeding heart. what more can i do other than this? if u still decide to pangsei me for her, its ur choice. its up to u to break my heart once again and finally keep on hurting me, till my heart cannot be pieced together anymore.
to those who wanted to know what had happened yesterday. yes and i wont hide that fact. but. just want to let u all know. we're stronger than ever because of what happened yesterday. and as my personal msg says: all's well after the storm;and braver are those who weather then storm together. now, i have a new perspective if what quarrells are meant for. quarrells are meant for strenghtening couples relationship, and its a test that god gave upon us(according to ky) to see if our relationship can withstand the trials he had given us. in my opinion,if we pass the test, we will come out of it, with a scar on our hearts, and be braver than ever. the scar will therefore be a proof that you had withstood that test, and had passed it. last thing. i want to thank a few pple. jeanette-for asking me nt to be rash and kill my mom nigel-for listening to my lots of complaints and lending a listening ear peanut-for offering advice and giving solutions on how to solve things clam-for passing this test together with me, and being closer than ever
oh and no we didnt break up after this thing. we have turned out stronger and our bond is closer, more than everything. no matter what, we will stand through those tests together and come out, unscathed. love..
