Tuesday, February 26, 2008
school's getting hectic and i cant seem to catch up with the pace life is moving. it somehow seems like im behind the world's pace. i dont know why. but i think im really stressed up and no matter how hard i work, it just seems like my motivation level is dropping to 0%. i really dont wanna flunk my streaming and my future. i want to get a good life and job in the future and i want to get into at least a double science. i really cant breathe now tt life is moving at a fast forward pace. no matter what, we will work hard together to excel in life and i will not let myself fail in life. yay! no more emo liao!
today was fun and my clammy finally mustered up courage to hold my hand.. at first, we were like sticking out our hands to each other, and saying to each other tt 'i give u chance la, u hld my hand.' well.. but actally i was quite nervous cos it was the first time i actually held a guy's hand, except my dad like duh. i think that holding his hand makes me feel very secure and warm, cos his hand is like a angel's one, watching over me and protecting me. i really feel very fortunate to be with you, and i hope to be with you and stay happy together. he cares for me and helps me get through tough times, like when im feeling down. he always cheers me up.
we played soccer like always, and we played during lunch too. we played till 3 plus before we went to the canteen to eat lunch then went back to play again. it was like so sian coulcillor interview was 5 and we were whoring our time in sch. then we waited there for long and the councillor thought no one coming for interview le so they just zao. then after tt then they realised we still havent went for the interview so they give special interview with me and sm and it was like so bad can! wlao eh i no potential to become councillor one la. and also i dont have confidence in myself tt im suitable to be councillor. hah. laming again.. sian sia tmr damn hectic GODAMMIT(no offence or insulting)!! yay and tmr there isn't cca!! whee ^^ heh. tmr going to stay back for remedial till 4plus i think. hope i wont flunk my common test. pls wish me luck pls wish me luck pls wish me luck pls wish me luck(curse =D) hah. and i've foind my study partner, clammy! heh.
tt'll be all for today gtg liao. cya tmr and thx clammy for coming earlier today ^^
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